AtemsGirl4ever

Hello folks. I believe I'll finally be able to make a full update, so hold onto your seats and get compfy, cause this might get long lol
First of all, yes, it's my Yamiversary! It's been 6 whole years... o_o;; Wow. I can hardly believe it, I feel so old! In case no one knows the story, I basically went a little crazy one weekend, so I declared it the weekend I began to worship Yami lol It's a long story XD Oh and yes, I called it lonely because all my friends are gone, so I've had to sit here at home alone, watching Yugioh.
Speaking of which~~ My Kiriban was caught! I was so worried no one would get it, but I saw it myself! Congratulations to for catching my special Kiriban of 9503! i355.photobucket.com/albums/r4… (Does everyone get it now? lol) As her prize, I had an option of either a print of any 5x7 picture of her choice or a 3 month subscription, and she chose the subscription, so congratulations Kibou!
IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ THE NOVEL, THEN READ THE VERY END. Starting with the Thanks! (but click the links so you can see pics!!)

Soo, where do I start? My gosh, I never even talked about Fanime, did I? I am behind! Well, that weekend was pretty awesome! and I skipped school (hehe) and drove up to meet and we hung out all night! We went to the mall, and we went to the boardwalk for some rides and then we stayed up late at my bro's house playing Imaginiff and pool. Then we decided to sleep on the floor together (BAD IDEA) I was soo freezing! We should have stolen the beds >.> Anyway, the next day we unfortuantely had to part from Nick (NickChao ), I got lost coming back from his house for about 40 minutes lawl but Kayla (tsukasakm )and I finally made it to our hotel room! We were so excited! That night we made it to a voice acting panel, oh it was soo much fun! Then we checked out some of the masquerade before heading to bed. The next morning I spent about an hour trying to fix my DMG costume lol and we finally made it out to walk around and check out the stores and the artist alley. We had some YGO piccies and went to a East Coast Swing dance lesson and got ready for the Black and White Ball! Soo much fun! And it was a totally legit ball like with real dancing and songs, none of that trashy stuff they have at school dances. Plus I got to Waltz with a super amazingly cute guy I could hardly believe it! But we were a little sad cause we didn't have a guy to dance with most of the time, so we decided we were dragging a guy friend along next time. (Nick, we're looking at you! ) The last day was sad, but we bought some last minute things and still had fun!
You can look at my PICS here! www.facebook.com/album.php?aid…

Let's see. Next was the end of school. My friends and I ended the year with a bang, I'd say. LOL After school, we all piled in my car and cranked up the music while driving around town lawl We basically went in circles XD (it's a small town) and the round-a-bout! That was fun. Then we played some video games at my house before moving to one of theirs and having a sleep-over. Except we stayed up till 5 in the morning when we all walked out to the beach! XD

Summer! Maaaan, summer went by waaay too fast! T_T Of course, I went to Europe, which you guys all saw. It was a pretty good trip. I mean, it was super cool getting to see everything, but I was really lonely and stuff happened... It would take me way too long to talk about everything. But I'd say Paris was definitely my favorite. Mostly because I know French, so it was exciting understanding signs and seeing things in person that I've learned about. But I looved the Eiffel Tower so beautiful. Plus, there was the Louvre and I went through the Ancient Egyptian exhibits and omg I was going crazy in there X3 I was like in heaven. And Versailles was pretty darn sweet too. Really pretty and (like my God, I think there's a rule in Europe where there can't be an inch of ceiling left uncovered X3) we were lucky to see the fountains on in the garden.
There was a lot of crazy stuff like the driving was insanely scary lol and the guys are extremely direct! And all the amazing artwork and architecture in buildings made me think that America was pretty pathetic in that area lol There was also this crazy old lady in London that told us we had no culture and we were vile just because we were from California o_o; what they hey? But our tour guide knew a bunch of Harry Potter stuff in London <3 so that was sweet. Stonehenge was pretty cool to see in person, but not the most exciting thing. I liked the Castle of London, all medieval-y and stuff X3
You can check out some PICS here! www.facebook.com/album.php?aid…

After Europe there was a bunch of exciting things in July. Like 2 officer retreats!! My chapter FFA officer team went to a water park and planned stuff, then my sectional officer team had a sleepover and planned stuff! Lots of fun! And Harry Potter 6!! I went to the midnight premeir! Which was really exciting cause I've never been to a midnight premier before! It was really good too! As long as I don't think about the book anyway lol I saw it again with my friends after we had our own little HP marathon, whoo!
Also, I went to a Chuck Wicks concert! OMG it was amazing. There were 4 girls that went before him and it was all for $5! Of course, I had to pay my brother the gas to get up there >.> but still! and and and like omg I got to get a pic with Chuck and touch him! Ahh! PIC here! i3.photobucket.com/albums/y84/…

Then there was the Fair. Ugghh, I hate fair week. So I took my lamby to the fair. My lamb was the biggest pain in the butt, ever! During market showing, I could barely even hold it still T_T Thankfully I got to take tsukasakm a couple days X3 That was fun, we looked at stuff, swung on the amazing porch swings, and looked at the anime booth, and went on rides! Oh yeah, and stared at the amazingly hot guys in the lemonade booth So showmanship, my lamb did a little better, but I didn't make it to the final round. and finally, auction day. I sold it for $6 a pound. Which I wasn't too happy about, but ah well. I made about $200 I think. Oh ya!! and I got to talk on the radio! Which was awesome! I got to talk about FFA and stuff! X3 Too bad no one was actually listening to me though lol
Anyway, PIC here of mah lamby!i3.photobucket.com/albums/y84/…

So after all that, I fiiinally got my butt together and started my summer homework T_T Which I didn't actually finish until the first day of school lol (yeah, I'm off to a great start) Soo yeah... like OMG I'M A SENIOR! It's kinda scary lol It's the beginning of the end! So I've had major scheduling problems this first week, but I think I've finally got it figured out, although I had to swtich from AP stats to AP calculus (man, I'm scared) and I had to give up my free period T_T all so I could get into ag leadership. *sigh* But as it stands, here's my schedule now. Physics, AP Calculus, Econ, AP English, Theatre, and Ag. Leadership. Whoo, hopefully I'll survive.

Yup, well I think everyone's caught up now. (Did anyone make it this far?)
I do have more YUGIOH NEWS! It's on tv again!! That's right, they started the ORIGINAL amazing Yugioh on tv again!! CW4Kids has put it in their schedule for Saturdays on a 1 HOUR BLOCK at 9:00 AM! YEEEESSS! Oh and remember how they were being cool and trying to put the original jap YGO up with subs? They actually did it! Except for I think they're having problems with it right now. But it was there!

Finally, I need to thank Nick and Ree for being there for me when I really really needed them. I've been going through a really hard time... (seriously, I think that emoticon defines me lol) and I've been bugging them like crazy, so I need to thank them. Thank you guys both so so so much. Hopefully, I'll be able to pull myself together soon. Cause right now I HURT.
I'm in a sort of funky slump, and I feel like everything's wrong, but it'll hopefully be ok soon.

Well, if you made it this far, congratulations, here's a cookie-->
Thanks everyone for coming to celebrate my Atem anniversary. I'm going to try to catch up asap!

30 more pageviews!! Get it people!!
Oh and Happy Birthday to my deary character Karina.

Hello everyone! I know I haven't made a journal in a long time and I haven't actually updated in an even longer time! T_T but I want you to know I'm still here! lol and I promise to get my butt in gear one of these days!

Anyway, I don't have much time so I can't make a formal update, but I just wanted to remind everyone of my very special KIRIBAN of 9503!! It's coming up really soon! So hopefully you see this and someone catches it while I'm away. (If someone could get a screen cap, I would mightily appreciate it!) Well, I have a fabulous prize for whoever catches it, so please do! (and no, it's not my horrid drawings!)

All right, take care everyone! I hope to make an update as well as a comeback taking care to comment as much as possible!
Why does school have to be approaching so fast? *sniff*

Much love to you all my friends!!

Hello everyone! Yes, I am in Europe! I had told you all that I had a Europe trip, didn't I? LOL Well if I didn't then yes, I'm here in Venice in Italy right now. I don't have much time on here so I'm going to try to make this very quick!
I really wanted to update before I left and tell you all about my crazy last month of school but unfortunately I was both lazy and busy! Anyway, I left last Wednesday and I took a plane to Rome. The first day in Rome was soooo insane! We hit every place all in the same day! We took a metro to the Vatican and it was sooo beautiful in there! Like there were insane artworks and statues everywhere! and everything in every city has the most gorgeous and insanely huge buildings I have ever seen, it seriously makes America seem completely pathetic. LOL Well anyway, after the Basilica in the Vatican we headed over straight to the Colluseum! Oh yeah we had this really cool guide, he was so neat! After the Colluseum we saw the Roman Forum and then the Spanish Steps and the Trevi Fountain. They were all pretty amazing but I was soo hot and tired that it was hard to focus by the end. Rome was soo hot and we walked literally all the way from the Colluseum to our hotel. *dies* Theeeen, we went to a town called Assisi where they had the Basilica of Saint Francesca, who is what San Francisco was named after, what a cute and pretty city!! Soo much cleaner than Rome. Rome was creepingly ghetto-ish and such. Ohhh well! lol Then after Assisi we went to Florence and we saw more amazing things and we got to shop X3 Now today we have arrived in Venice! It was so beautiful coming across the water on a ferry! Even though there has been a lot of drama with people in my group (oh yeah I'm with like 30 people from my school) and I really don't have any friends which is the biggest bummer ever... but I've been trying to have as much fun as possible! It's amazing in itself just seeing everything. Wish me luck with the rest of the trip guys! I am soo excited for Paris so that I can try to speak French! Although Italy has been amazing because I'm Italian so it's been super neat!
I hope everything is fun for the rest of the time is good, it really is hard trying to get around without anyone to really hang out with. But it'll be all right. I really miss California but it's ultimately been fun! I hope to update again when I get back!
Oh yeah I'm sooo feeling the unlove here! LOL Seriously speak to me peoples! (sorry, can't change my mood. it'd probably be crazy or something! XD)

That's right! I am so excited right about now! Ok guys, there are a lot of things I want to talk about, so here I go before I forget them all!

So I'll start off by going through what all the heck I've been doing since my depressing little last entry LOL I am definitely over it, so no worries there! Besides, there has been plenty of other stuff going on!
Spring Break I spent mostly at my dad's house, and then I got a lamb! It's a little stupid, like it rammed it's head into the fence when I tried to catch it, but hopefully it'll get better lol But it's really cute! I'll have to get a pic of it! Then there was STATE CONFERENCE! It was so much fun! Of course! FFA State Conference is my favorite 4 days out of all FFA days lol There were so many people for me to catch, it was hard to keep up XD My cousin was there, I got to see her a couple times, and my dad and bro were there of course, and zomg Kitty was there! lol Saw her a bit too. I was a delegate again and a guy that I totally love from my region got elected to State Vice-President! Also, our motivational speaker was guess what guys... That Evolution of Dance guy! You've all heard of him right? Yeah, he was our speaker, and he was actually really good, and funny! Then he did his dance for us! The state officers' speechees were so good, I love them! I was sad that I didn't get to say goodbye! But it was fun!
I have to say that May has been pretty good (although very busy) so far! Last week I got elected to Sectional Vice-President! It was soo exciting to FINALLY be an officer and have a team! We did a whole interview plus speeches that night. I actually got slated for President against this other girl but there was an automatic drop-down to VP for the loser, so I honestly didn't care that I lost the vote, I was guaranteed an office! Also, there were the chapter officer elections as well. It wasn't as exciting considering only 6 people ran and there are 6 offices lol so I was also guaranteed, thankfully. I ended up getting Reporter for my chapter. I'm definitely excited to be able to be a leader in the FFA finally. Next year is going to be great!
This week, I finished testing! STAR testing is done forever! And I had my AP English test. My gosh, it was sooo stressful, but I am sooo glad that it's finally over! I had 55 multiple choice literary analysis questions in 1 hour as well as 3 (yeah, 3!) essays to do all in 2 hours! Afterwards, I took a couple of friends who also took the test out for lunch and we ditched our last classes together. We got lunch and ice cream and went to the beach, it was SO much fun! Great way to celebrate!

Whew! So that's been my life so far, but now for some informational updates!
First of all, I HAVE YU-GI-OH NEWS!!! I don't think I've been able to say that in a very long time LOL So anyway, for everyone who watches the Abridged Series (which is about everyone! lol) You might have caught the clip where LK said that the 4Kids channel on YouTube has started putting up original Yu-Gi-Oh episodes. This is completely true! It's incredible! In fact, they have 3 versions of the original. The raw Japanese version, the Japanese with subtitles for what they have from the Uncut dvd's that came out a few years ago, AND our dear old little American version. LOL BUT that's not the best part! No, it's not, my friends, there's more! The person who runs the 4Kids channel on YT actually talks and replies to comments and he assures us that as long as people support their channel and YGO that they will be able to bring it up for real subtitles! Guys, HELLO this is awesome! 4Kids is actually listning to us through the internet! Btw the guy who runs the site is pretty awesome, he loves LK and TAS! So everyone, SUPPORT them and watch YGO on their site! Also, since it's been up the original YGO series has been in the top 10 shows on all of YT!
Also, speaking of YT, there is another channel that I've kept my eye on. There is one called ProjectYGO who is taking it upon themselves to dub YGO! And they are completely serious about it! They have auditioned people for the roles and are editing everything themselves! It's really high quality and AND LittleKuriboh plays Grandpa! So he supports it too, check it out guys!

I have some more news guys!! So I have decided that I am going to give a kiriban! That's right! Can you guys guess what number I'm going to do? ..... Yup, it's going to be 9503! I noticed that I was coming up to that on my pageviews, and you know I absolutely love that number <333 aaaand the PRIZE shall be *drum roll* a 3-month subscription!! That's right peoples, so watch out for the magical number!

So the next exciting thing that's coming up is FANIME, the anime convention! I am SOOO excited! and I are going to have SO much fun next weekend! In fact, she came over last weekend so we could plan out what we were going to do (and to have tons of random fun, of course!) We got a giant playlist together for the ride over and we've planned some workshops we want to go to!
AND I am soooo excited to be able to see I can't wait to see him, I haven't seen him since last year! <--I'm so going to do that, you've been warned, Nick. LOL
Then at the con, I'll be able to see everyone else too! It's going to be great, we'll have to find each other!
I need to pull my cosplays back together

Well, everyone, I believe that's all I have! Whew! Although I really can't believe that there are only about 4 weeks left of school o_o; it's so scary! I don't want to be a senior! *faint* At least all I have left is the SAT subject tests and my finals, which should be just fine, but wow am I scared for next year!
Also, I have to tell you all that I'm incredibly sorry about my lack of comments T_T I know I've been horrible so far this year, but I've been so incredibly busy, it's insane! But I love you all, I do! If any of you want to talk to me, I'm always free for that!
Ok I'll see you all next time!

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These are the two words that ran through my head countless times after I found out that I didn't make Regional Office last Friday. My head knew that it just wasn't going to happen, but my heart couldn't help but wonder why it couldn't just be so. "I knew, I knew... I knew Leslie was going to win" and then "Why? Why? Why wasn't I good enough?"

It's over now and I'm grateful to finally have a break from my crazy schedule of the last couple of months. It would take far too long to express to you all that I was feeling about the way things happened. Like why couldn't, for just one moment, the impossible be possible? and why is it so impossible that I could be that significant person in this program that I love so much? I feel like I failed myself.

Right now, I feel sort of lost, and I don't really know what I want. It's such a strange feeling, haha. I've also hit this feeling as though I have a horrible personality, or I really just don't have much of one at all. Then I somehow end up feeling like the biggest hypocrite in the world, which I hate. I really, really hate.

I also have to mention that yes, I am disgustingly behind on my boxes. I just can't comment on everything. So I must tell you that I'm sorry. I shall comment when I can, I promise.
If anyone wants to talk to me or get the full story, or anything at all, I'm always available. Thanks guys.

PS. As of right now, I'm distracting myself with a friend because being alone and thinking about everything else is awful XP but I'm having fun, gosh dang it! : D